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Chapter 13 - The Lavender Room

Sofia’s bedroom was twice the size of Maya’s entire studio apartment. The walls were painted a soft, muted lavender, and the carpet was plush cream wool so thick it swallowed every footstep. An antique canopy bed sat in the center, adorned with imported silk quilts and a mountain of plush velvet stuffed animals—bears, rabbits, foxes—all looking untouched, their tags still crisp.

At the far end of the room, near an arched bay window overlooking the dark gardens below, a tiny figure sat curled on a mahogany window bench.

Sofia was wearing oversized gray flannel pajamas. Her tiny knees were pulled tightly against her chest, her thin arms wrapped around them like an iron padlock. In her right hand, clutched so tightly that her knuckles were white, was the stump of Tony’s purple wax crayon.

On a silver tray beside the bench sat a porcelain bowl of warm broth, untouched, a thin film congealing across its surface.

Dante stopped at the threshold. He stood with his arms hanging at his sides, his shoulders tense, looking utterly helpless. "Every time I step inside," he murmured to Maya, "she shrinks away. She thinks... she thinks the men who took her mother are coming back through every door that opens."

Maya glanced sideways at the crime lord. "How long has she been like this?"

"Three weeks," Dante whispered. "Since the night of the attack. We were in our car in TriBeCa. Two vehicles cut us off. There was... gunfire. Her mother died instantly beside her. Sofia was covered in glass and blood. She didn't cry. She didn't scream. When I pulled her from the wreckage, she just stopped making noise."

Maya felt an icy hand squeeze her heart. The coldness she had sensed in the child wasn't defiance; it was the absolute numbness of a mind trying to protect itself from an unbearable memory.

"Wait out here," Maya instructed quietly.

"I am not leaving her alone," Dante growled, the possessive predator in him flaring up instinctively.

"You're not leaving her alone. You're giving her air," Maya said, turning to face him, her eyes fierce and unwavering. "Right now, your presence reminds her of the world outside this room—the guns, the shouting, the blood. If you want her to eat, let me go in alone. Keep the door cracked. Watch through the gap if you must. But do not step in."

Dante stared at her, his jaw grinding so hard she could hear the bone shift. For five unbearable seconds, the air crackled with danger. Then, slowly, with visible, excruciating reluctance, he took half a step backward.

"Ten minutes," Dante said, his voice like grinding slate. "If she cries, I come in."

"Deal," Maya said.

She slipped through the doorway and pulled the door almost shut, leaving only a two-inch gap through which Dante's dark, watchful silhouette remained visible.

Maya did not approach the window bench immediately. She kicked off her damp sneakers, leaving them by the door, and walked silently across the plush carpet in her socks. She didn't look directly at Sofia. Animals and traumatized children shared one fundamental trait: direct eye contact felt like a threat.

Instead, Maya sat down flat on the rug, about six feet away from the window bench, with her back resting against the base of a tall white bookshelf. She reached into her canvas jacket and pulled out two items: a plain yellow pad of lined diner paper, and a small, fresh box of twenty-four Crayola crayons she had bought at the corner bodega before getting into the car.

She opened the box with a crisp snap of cardboard. The scent of paraffin wax drifted into the quiet room.

Maya pulled out a deep emerald green crayon. Without saying a single word, she laid the pad on her lap and began to draw. She drew a lopsided, clumsy dinosaur with tiny arms and large, comical teeth, making soft, rhythmic *scritch-scratch* noises as the wax met the paper.

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From the window bench, the tiny head turned. Sofia’s hazel eyes, swollen and dark-ringed, tracked the green line moving across the yellow sheet.

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