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Chapter 9 - BOTH FEET ON THE FLOOR

My fractures healed slowly.

One toe remained slightly stiff, and cold weather could still send an ache across the top of my foot. Physical therapy taught me how to distribute weight again without anticipating pain.

The harder lesson was learning that movement did not require permission.

Six months after the attack, I completed my probationary period at the rehabilitation hospital. My supervisor called me into her office and offered a permanent position.

“You’ve done excellent work,” she said.

I almost answered by explaining the cast, the divorce, and everything I had overcome.

Then I realized she was not asking for justification.

“Thank you,” I said.

That afternoon, I stopped at a shoe store.

For years, Greg selected my shoes according to what he considered appropriate. He disliked heels because they attracted attention, sandals because they exposed too much, and bright colors because married women did not need strangers looking at them.

I chose a pair of dark red walking shoes.

Nothing dramatic.

Comfortable soles. Enough room for the toe that had healed imperfectly. A color Greg would have called unnecessary.

At home, I placed my crutches in the storage closet. I kept them because injuries can leave practical reminders, not because I wanted to build a shrine to survival.

Then I put on the new shoes and stood in the middle of my apartment.

Both feet touched the floor.

No boot rose behind me.

No one called me trash.

No one ordered me to repeat a story until it replaced my own memory.

Greg believed a cast would keep me inside his house.

Instead, it carried me out of it.

The medical boot was never proof that I was weak.

It was proof that something had happened—and that once one person asked the right question, I had finally stopped making it sound ordinary.

Dr. Morgan had asked, “How did this really happen?”

Months later, I could answer without whispering.

“My husband broke my toes because I was leaving.”

Then I took one step.

And another.

Not perfectly.

May you like

Not without pain.

But in the direction I had chosen.

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