Chapter 3 - THE CONSENT FORM

Northstar would not discuss Vanessa’s treatment with me until lawyers became involved. It would, however, release records connected to embryos genetically belonging to Daniel and me, and by the following afternoon our attorney had obtained the disposition documents associated with embryo B-17.
Daniel’s signature was real.
Mine looked real.
Only one of us remembered signing anything.
Four years earlier, after our third failed transfer, Daniel and I had five embryos remaining in storage. Genetic testing classified three as abnormal and two as suitable for future use. Six months later, Northstar notified us that one of the viable embryos had suffered damage during storage and was no longer recommended for transfer. We were told only one viable embryo remained.
A year after that, I asked to stop IVF entirely.
The treatments had hollowed me out. Every month became bloodwork, injections, numbers, waiting rooms, and grief delivered through patient portals. Daniel agreed to stop. We signed paperwork extending storage while we decided whether to discard the remaining embryo or donate it anonymously.
That was the last fertility form I remembered.
The document Northstar now produced was different.
TRANSFER AUTHORIZATION — DESIGNATED GESTATIONAL CARRIER.
Carrier: VANESSA COLE.
Daniel signed electronically.
My signature appeared below his.
The date was nine months earlier.
I had been in Boston that day visiting my father after knee surgery.
Daniel admitted signing something Margaret brought to his office that week. She told him Northstar required updated storage consent after a corporate restructuring.
“You didn’t read it?”
“Not carefully.”
I stared at him. “You signed a fertility document without reading it.”
“It came from my mother.”
“That isn’t an answer.”
“No.”
For once, he did not defend himself.
Vanessa said Margaret approached her almost a year earlier. She told Vanessa that Daniel and I had decided not to use our remaining embryo and were willing to let someone close to the family carry it rather than destroy it. Vanessa had wanted a child for years and suffered diminished ovarian reserve after surgery at twenty-eight.
“Why would you believe I agreed to that without speaking to me?” I asked.
Vanessa looked ashamed. “Margaret said you didn’t want contact. She said it was too painful for you.”
That sounded exactly like something Margaret would know how to make believable.
Then Vanessa admitted something that made it worse.
Margaret told her Daniel knew she would be the carrier.
Not just that he signed a form.
That he personally wanted her.
Vanessa believed Daniel’s emotional closeness over the previous two years meant he had been preparing to leave me. When he kissed her in Chicago, she interpreted it as confirmation.
Daniel stood. “You were already pregnant then.”
“Yes.”
“And you still kissed me.”
Vanessa’s eyes hardened. “You kissed me too.”
He had no answer.
The first explanation took shape: Margaret wanted to place our unused embryo with Vanessa, forged or manipulated consent, and told each person a different version of the arrangement. Daniel’s carelessness helped. Vanessa’s feelings helped. My absence from the conversation made everything easier.
It was ugly.
It also almost explained the whole situation.
Then Northstar’s embryology report arrived.
Embryo B-17 was not the embryo we had been told remained viable.
That embryo was B-19.
B-17 was one of the embryos Northstar had classified as chromosomally abnormal four years earlier and supposedly discarded.
Vanessa’s fetus had undergone prenatal genetic screening.
Normal.
The clinic’s old classification had been wrong.
Or the embryo had never been B-17.
I called Northstar’s records department personally.
The administrator confirmed B-17 was listed as discarded four years earlier.
“Then how was it transferred fourteen weeks ago?”
Silence.
She asked to place me on hold.
Ten minutes later, the clinic’s legal department joined the call.
By evening, Northstar had suspended access to our embryo records pending an internal investigation.
Daniel received another call at almost the same time.
His mother.
He put her on speaker.
“Mom, which embryo is Vanessa carrying?”
Margaret was silent.
Daniel repeated the question.
Finally she said, “The one that gave this family a future.”
I looked at him.
May you like
There was no confusion in her voice anymore.
Margaret had known exactly which embryo Northstar used.