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Chapter 3 - The Road to St. Mary’s

Camila knew the way to St. Mary’s Hospital because Anna had pointed it out every time the bus passed.

“If you ever get lost or scared, find the red emergency sign,” Anna told her. “Hospitals have people who help.”

That night, Camila could not read every street sign. She could barely see through the dark. But she remembered the bus route, the gas station with the faded flag, the church with the bell tower, and the long dirt road that turned into pavement near the highway.

The cart was too big for her.

The handle came up nearly to her chest. One wheel locked every few yards. The road was wet from evening rain, and mud grabbed at her bare feet because she had not wanted to waste time looking for shoes. She tucked the blanket around the twins again and again, whispering, “Stay warm, stay warm, stay warm,” like words could become walls.

Halfway to town, she stopped at Carmen’s house.

It had porch lights, a camera doorbell, and white curtains in the front windows. Camila rang the bell until her finger hurt.

Carmen’s voice came through the door.

“Who is it?”

“It’s me. Mommy won’t wake up. The babies need help.”

A pause.

Then: “Go home, Camila.”

“Please. Sophie is cold.”

“Your mother is trying to scare me. Tell her I’m not playing her games tonight.”

Camila began to cry then.

Not loudly.

She had learned loud crying made some adults angry.

“Grandma, please open.”

The porch light went off.

So Camila pushed the cart away from the warm house and back into the dark.

By the time she reached St. Mary’s, Diego’s crying had faded into little weak sounds, and Sophie had stopped moving much at all. Camila’s palms were scraped. One knee bled through dirt. But she kept both hands on the handle until the automatic doors opened and the hospital light washed over them.

Later, when Laura asked her how she had kept walking, Camila said, “Because Mommy said hospitals help.”

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That sentence made Nurse Margaret turn away for a second.

Some children should never have to be that right.

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