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Chapter 4 - The Girl in the Fire

Pain has a strange way of opening locked rooms. As Sarah crawled, the Texas training yard dissolved into smoke. She was eight years old again, standing in the hallway of her family’s small Colorado house while fire painted the walls orange. Her little brother Toby was crying from the far bedroom, calling her name through the smoke.

Sarah had been too small.

Too scared.

Too frozen.

A firefighter carried her out through a window, but Toby never came out behind her.

No adult ever blamed her. That almost made it worse. They called her survivor, brave girl, miracle. She heard coward. She heard left him. She heard never again.

That guilt followed her into every recruiter’s office. It tightened her boots every morning. It stood beside her during runs, weapons drills, inspections, and sleepless nights when other soldiers joked that Jenkins trained like she was chasing something.

She was.

Be strong. Be a shield. Never be helpless again.

Now Vance’s voice moved above her like smoke.

“Make her crawl until she forgets she’s a soldier,” he muttered, just loud enough for the front row to hear. “Make her crawl until she remembers she’s nothing.”

Sarah’s arm gave out.

Her cheek hit the gravel.

For one second, she was back in the hallway with Toby calling her name.

I’m sorry, she thought.

Then Vance raised the stick.

Caleb saw it.

So did everyone else.

And from the shadows near headquarters, Colonel Victoria Sterling stepped forward.

May you like

She had been watching long enough to understand that this was not discipline.

It was cruelty wearing rank.

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