Chapter 1 - The Man Who Said I Had Been There Before

I stopped at the café because the base dining hall was closed between lunch blocks.
That was the entire reason.
Coffee. Something warm. Twenty minutes before I had to report back across the highway.
I had never been inside.
At least, I was certain I hadn't.
The place was small and brighter than it looked from outside—wooden tables, handwritten specials behind the counter, sunlight hitting the floor through front windows.
I had taken three steps inside when an older man stood so fast his chair scraped backward.
He stared at me.
Not my uniform.
My face.
“Oh my God.”
He started toward me.
The manager came around the counter immediately.
“Walter. No.”
Walter ignored him.
The manager stepped between us.
“Leave her alone.”
“I know her.”
“No, you don’t.”
Walter tried to move around him.
The manager shoved him hard enough that his lower back struck the counter.
I crossed the room before I thought about it.
“Hey.”
The manager raised an arm to block me.
I knocked it away and shoved him back.
“Don’t touch him.”
The manager stared at my uniform.
“Ma’am, you don't understand.”
“Then explain without putting your hands on a sixty-eight-year-old man.”
Walter wasn't listening to either of us.
He was looking at me like I had walked out of a photograph.
He took one careful step closer.
I held my ground.
His eyes moved over my face.
My hair.
The small scar above my right eyebrow.
His mouth opened.
“They finally let you come back.”
My stomach tightened.
“I think you have me confused with someone.”
Walter stopped.
“No.”
His certainty unsettled me more than confusion would have.
“Sir, my name is Rachel Carter.”
“I know.”
That got me.
“How?”
He moved before I could step away.
His arms closed around me.
Tight.
Desperate.
I stayed rigid.
Did not hug him back.
“Walter.”
The manager’s voice had changed.
Not angry now.
Afraid.
Walter released me.
He was smiling.
Then his eyes dropped to my uniform.
The smile disappeared.
He looked at the unit patch on my sleeve.
Then my name tape.
Then my face again.
Something inside him collapsed.
“No.”
“What?”
He stepped backward.
“You came back in uniform.”
I looked toward the manager.
“What is he talking about?”
Walter whispered:
“They said you wouldn't.”
“Who said?”
His face had gone pale.
Then a sound came from the back doorway.
One heavy step.
Then another.
Combat boots appeared beneath the swinging door.
Military trousers.
Nothing above the waist was visible from where I stood.
Walter saw them.
Every trace of color left his face.
I slowly turned.
A man remained half-hidden behind the doorway.
I couldn't see his face.
He spoke to Walter.
“She doesn’t remember yet.”
The café went quiet.
I looked from the boots to Walter.
“Remember what?”
Walter stared at me.
The stranger said:
“Rachel.”
I turned toward him.
“How do you know my name?”
No answer.
Walter’s eyes had filled.
Then he whispered one word.
“Maya.”
Something flickered in my chest.
Not recognition.
Pain without a source.
I hated it immediately.
“Who is Maya?”
Walter sat down as if his knees had failed.
May you like
The unknown man behind me stopped moving.
And the manager, who had spent the last minute trying to keep Walter away from me, quietly locked the café’s back door.
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