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Chapter 3 - The Blinking Light

I woke in the armchair to the sound of pounding.

At first, I thought it was inside my head.

Then someone shouted my name.

“Amelia! Open the door!”

I tried to stand and couldn’t.

The room tilted. My stomach rolled. My limbs felt full of wet sand. The gray shirt slipped from my hands onto the carpet. Somewhere in the hallway, that small red light kept blinking.

Pounding again.

Glass broke in the kitchen.

Cold rain-scented air rushed through the house.

I remember a flashlight beam. A man’s voice telling me not to stand. Someone lifting me under the arms. Another voice saying the carbon monoxide numbers were high. Then the rain hit my face, and I realized I was outside on my own front lawn while neighbors stood in robes and coats beneath flashing emergency lights.

Mrs. Alvarez from across the street knelt beside me under an umbrella.

“Stay with us, honey,” she said.

I turned my head.

Firefighters were moving through my house. An ambulance lit the driveway red and white. Two news vans had stopped near the curb because a multi-home carbon monoxide scare in a quiet neighborhood was apparently enough to wake the city before sunrise.

“What happened?” I whispered.

Mrs. Alvarez squeezed my hand.

“Your alarm company called us. We saw the backup light blinking through the side window. Then the fire department found the furnace vent blocked.”

James had set up the monitoring system the previous winter after my mother mocked him for being “dramatic about home safety.” He had labeled every shutoff valve, replaced smoke detectors, installed carbon monoxide monitors, and left a laminated checklist taped inside the utility closet.

James had protected me after he was gone.

That thought hit harder than the oxygen mask.

A firefighter came over and asked whether anyone else had been inside.

I shook my head.

“No. Just me.”

Just me.

The phrase felt like another room going dark.

At the hospital, the doctor said I had been lucky. Another hour might have changed everything. Exhaustion and grief had made the early symptoms easy to miss. The furnace had malfunctioned after the blocked vent forced exhaust back into the house.

“Do you have family we can call?” the nurse asked.

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I almost laughed.

Instead, I gave her Mrs. Alvarez’s number.

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