Chapter 1 - The Moving Truck in My Driveway

By the time I turned onto the quiet Eastport street at 8:14 that morning, I had already pictured the next hour in my head at least a dozen times. I would pull into the driveway, sit for a second in the silence, touch the new key in my pocket, and finally let myself believe I had done it. Forty-two years of everyone in my family assuming I would always be the practical one, the quiet one, the one who could live with less, and I had gone and bought myself a one-million-dollar house without telling a soul. It was four bedrooms, pale cedar siding, wide front windows, a deep porch that caught the water breeze, and a white kitchen I had fallen in love with before I even saw the second floor. I wanted the first moment inside it to belong only to me.
Instead, there was a moving truck in my driveway.
For a second, I thought I had the wrong address. Then I saw my new brass house numbers. I saw the porch swing I had picked out during final walkthrough. I saw the wreath I had not hung. And then I saw my brother Ryan carrying a floor lamp through my front door like he had lived there his whole life.
A woman on the lawn waved at me with a roll of packing tape in one hand. “Perfect timing,” she called. “We could use more help.”
I just stared.
Kelsey, Ryan’s wife, stood on the front porch in white jeans and a navy blouse, wearing a headset like she was directing a home reveal on cable television. Her mother was in the yard discussing where hydrangeas should go. Two movers wrestled a sectional sofa toward the front steps. Somebody had already laid flattened wardrobe cartons across my foyer floor to “protect” the hardwood I had paid for. My mother hurried down the porch steps toward me with tears in her eyes and both hands already reaching.
“Jenna,” she said breathlessly, “isn’t it gorgeous? They finally have enough room to begin again.”
I looked past her to the open front door. “Begin again where?”
She blinked, genuinely confused by the question. “Here. Obviously.”
That was the moment I realized no one had been deceived. They had simply assumed. Somewhere between my mother’s half-finished conversations, Ryan’s lifelong expectation of being rescued, and Kelsey’s talent for hearing only what benefited her, an entire fantasy had formed around my purchase. And instead of stopping it, my parents had let that fantasy arrive with movers.
Ryan still would not meet my eyes.
Kelsey finally noticed me standing there and smiled like I was late to my own volunteer shift. “Jenna, finally. Bring those kitchen boxes to the back room, would you? We’re trying to get the first floor settled before lunch.”
I should have ended it right then.
I should have pulled my keys out, told the movers to stop, and asked every last one of them why they were standing in my house.
Instead, I smiled.
May you like
That smile made my father look up from the kitchen window.
“Sure,” I said. “Tell me where you want the boxes.”