Chapter 2 - Friday Before the Party

Friday started the way most of my days started—too early, too quiet, and already behind.
I woke before dawn after another half-slept night and moved through the house in the practiced rhythm of single fatherhood. Cereal. Lunchbox. Dance-recital bag. Permission slip. Mismatched socks. One missing shoe. Lily sat at the table in her pink shirt, solemnly informing me that her breakfast was “adequate but uninspired.”
“You’re seven,” I told her.
“I’m developing standards,” she said.
That made me laugh, which was dangerous because once I started laughing with Lily, I sometimes felt how much Sarah should have been there to hear it. My wife had been dead for three years, but some absences do not shrink. They just learn how to sit in the room more quietly.
By seven-thirty, I had dropped Lily at school and driven downtown to Halbrook Financial, where numbers behaved better than people. I worked as a mid-level analyst in corporate finance. It was steady, respectable work, and it kept a roof over our heads. Mostly, though, it gave me structure, and structure had kept me alive after Sarah died.
Elaine Prescott was my supervisor. Early thirties, blonde, brilliant, controlled. The kind of woman who could walk into a boardroom and make senior executives stop improvising. Most people called her cold. I never did. Cold people do not quietly reassign a grieving widower’s workload after a funeral without making him feel pitied. Cold people do not tell HR a man deserves flexibility because his daughter matters more than optics.
Elaine never gave speeches. She made space.
That Friday, the office buzzed about the annual achievement party being held in the executive loft. Trevor Linley from marketing appeared at my cubicle around noon with his usual grin and absolutely no sense of timing.
“Tell me you’re coming tonight.”
“Lily’s recital is at seven.”
“One drink, Wilson. Show your face, be a team player, let people congratulate you on Westridge.”
He had a point about Westridge. I had spent six weeks cleaning up that account after a logistics discrepancy nearly blew it up, and somehow my name had made it into an executive summary. That should have felt satisfying. Instead, I was thinking about whether Lily’s tutu was still hanging on the laundry-room door.
Then my phone buzzed. It was Mrs. Patel, our neighbor.
Don’t rush. Taking Lily for ice cream after school. I’ll have her ready for recital by six.
That bought me an hour.
I told myself going to the party was about professionalism. Thank the team, nod at a few executives, congratulate Elaine, leave early, and still make Lily’s recital on time.
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Maybe part of me also wanted to stand in a room for one hour where no one needed me to be brave.
At five-thirty, I shut my laptop and headed upstairs.