Chapter 1
The doctor said terminal on a Tuesday morning.
That was the word that split my life in half.
Before it, I was Clara Whitmore, thirty-two years old, engaged, planning a garden wedding with white roses, soft music, and 120 guests who had already booked flights.
After it, I became the woman people lowered their voices around.
My fiancé, Evan, sat beside me in the exam room holding my hand. His palm was warm. Mine was freezing.
I waited for him to squeeze back.
He did not.
Two days later, he stood in our kitchen with a suitcase by the door.
“I’m sorry,” he whispered. “I can’t handle this.”
At first, I thought he meant the fear.
The appointments.
The uncertainty.
Then I saw the way he could not look at me.
He meant me.
He left before the wedding.
Before my body changed more.
Before loving me became inconvenient.
My father had already paid for everything. The venue, the flowers, the gown, the catering, the string quartet, the little white chairs in the garden.
My mother had cried at my final dress fitting.
The invitations were mailed.
And suddenly, I was a terminally ill bride with no groom.
For six days, I did not get out of bed except when my father gently insisted I eat.
On the seventh night, I opened my laptop.
I did not want pity.
I did not want a hospital room memory.
I wanted one beautiful day where I was not just dying.
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So I searched acting agencies.
And I hired a groom.
