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Chapter 2 - Lily Was Never Supposed To See The Ring

Vanessa's first response was not denial.

It was anger at Lily.

“Why would you say that?”

Lily's lower lip trembled again.

I stepped between them before Vanessa could move closer.

“Don't.”

“I wasn't going to touch her.”

“You don't need to touch her to make this worse.”

Vanessa looked at me as if she'd remembered she hated me.

That was familiar.

We had been nineteen the last time she looked at me that way.

I hadn't thought about that summer in years.

Not properly.

The pageant world is full of people you know intensely for six months and then never see again.

Vanessa and I had been different.

We had shared hotel rooms.

Fake eyelashes.

College applications.

One disastrous road trip to Savannah with her mother driving and both of us singing badly enough that Celeste Carter threatened to abandon the car.

Celeste.

Grandma.

The ring suddenly felt heavier.

I looked at Vanessa.

“This was Celeste's?”

She didn't answer.

I didn't need one.

I remembered the wedding band.

Not because it was distinctive.

Because Celeste used to rotate it with her thumb when she was angry.

Round and round.

Never taking it off.

My stomach tightened.

“Vanessa.”

She looked toward Lily.

“Not here.”

I laughed softly.

“You chose backstage at a child pageant for whatever this is.”

“I did not choose this.”

“Then choose something now.”

I gestured toward Lily.

“Start with her.”

Vanessa's expression cracked for a second.

She looked at her daughter.

Lily had tears drying across her cheeks.

“Sweetheart.”

Lily moved closer to me.

Vanessa stopped.

That hurt her.

It should have.

I called the pageant director.

Not security first.

Not police.

Melissa Grant had run the event for twelve years and had a written child-welfare policy because sponsors liked being able to say that sentence.

Five minutes later Lily was in a quiet hospitality room with one female chaperone, a juice box and her shoes off.

She had asked if I could stay.

I couldn't.

Vanessa was her mother.

I was staff.

We needed Lily's emergency contact.

Vanessa objected.

Melissa ignored her.

The file listed Lily's father.

Owen Blake.

Shared custody.

Separate address.

Phone number.

Vanessa stared at Melissa.

“You are not calling my ex-husband.”

Melissa picked up the phone.

“I am calling the emergency contact you provided.”

“This is my parenting time.”

“And this is my event.”

Vanessa looked ready to throw something.

I moved the crown farther away.

Her eyes followed it.

Again.

Not Lily.

The crown.

I noticed.

Melissa did too.

“What is that?” she asked.

“An old ring.”

Vanessa said:

“Mine.”

I looked at her.

“Your mother's.”

“My family.”

“Not automatically yours.”

Melissa held out her hand.

“May I?”

I gave her the crown, not the ring.

She studied the inside.

“This lining isn't supposed to be loose.”

“You know the crown?”

“Obviously.”

She seemed confused by the question.

“This is the Heritage Crown.”

That meant nothing to me.

Vanessa knew.

I saw it.

Melissa continued:

“It came out of archives for the anniversary segment.”

My pulse changed.

“Archives?”

“Yes.”

“Whose crown was it?”

Melissa looked at Vanessa.

Then back at me.

“It was hers.”

I stared.

Vanessa closed her eyes.

“Vanessa wore this?”

“Twenty years ago.”

“Sixteen,” Vanessa corrected.

Melissa frowned.

“Right.”

Sixteen years.

I remembered now.

Not the crown exactly.

A photograph.

Vanessa at nineteen, standing under white stage lights in a gold dress with Celeste behind her.

The summer Celeste disappeared.

I turned toward Vanessa.

“You knew they were bringing this crown out.”

“Yes.”

“Before you entered Lily.”

Silence.

Melissa's expression hardened.

“Vanessa.”

“I knew there was an anniversary showcase.”

“That isn't what Rachel asked.”

Vanessa looked toward the hospitality room door.

“My daughter wanted to compete.”

From the other side came Lily's small voice:

“I didn't.”

Nobody spoke.

Children have terrible timing if you're trying to maintain a lie.

Owen arrived twenty-six minutes later.

No dramatic charge through doors.

No screaming.

He entered wearing jeans, a winter coat, and the expression of a father who had received the sentence Your daughter is safe, but you need to come now.

He found Lily first.

She ran to him.

Vanessa stood across the room.

Owen did not start with her.

Good man.

He checked Lily.

Asked if she hurt anywhere.

Listened when she told him about the crown.

Then he looked at Vanessa.

“You forced her hands down?”

“For two seconds.”

“That's your answer?”

“She was hysterical.”

“She was seven.”

Vanessa flinched.

Owen glanced at me.

“What happened?”

I told him only what I saw.

No interpretation.

Vanessa smashing the crown down.

Lily saying she wanted out.

Vanessa holding her hands briefly.

The shove between Vanessa and me.

The ring.

The voice.

The word mission.

Owen's expression changed on the last one.

“What?”

I looked at him.

“You recognize it.”

He stared at Vanessa.

She looked away.

“Vanessa.”

“Don't.”

Owen's jaw tightened.

“Was that him?”

No answer.

Melissa looked between them.

“Who?”

I said:

“The man in the hallway.”

Owen looked at me.

“Did you see his face?”

“No.”

“Gray hair?”

“I saw almost nothing.”

Vanessa whispered:

“Stop.”

Owen's eyes stayed on her.

“Did he call it a mission?”

“Yes.”

Owen closed his eyes.

When he opened them, anger had been replaced by something closer to dread.

I stepped toward him.

“Who says that?”

He looked at Vanessa first, giving her the chance.

She didn't take it.

So Owen answered.

“Grant Carter.”

My stomach tightened.

Vanessa's father.

Celeste's husband.

Lily's grandfather.

May you like

The man I had not seen since I was nineteen.

And the last person I remembered seeing backstage on the night Celeste Carter disappeared.

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