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Chapter 5 - The Thing Derek Wanted Most

By the time I called Vincent, Derek was not hitting me only because he enjoyed power.

He was hitting me because he was losing it.

Two months before the bathroom night, I found a statement in the mail for a private credit line I did not recognize. The account was not in my name, but several payments had been made from a savings account Derek did not know I had quietly reopened after our marriage—a small account where I had been stashing cash from catering shifts I picked up secretly on weekends when he thought I was helping an old coworker with inventory.

At first I assumed it was a mistake.

Then I saw the apartment number on one of the internal transfer receipts.

Another unit. Another address. Another life.

Derek had been paying for a separate condo across town.

When I confronted him, he laughed in my face and said, “You should be thanking me for being discreet.”

Her name was Adriana. She was twenty-four, worked in event marketing, and liked posting photos of men’s wrists and wineglasses without ever showing their faces. Derek called her a “stress outlet” the way other men talk about golf.

What enraged him was not that I knew.

It was that I did not break in the way he expected.

I stopped pleading.

I stopped asking whether he loved me.

I started collecting.

Screenshots. bank records. screenshots of Adriana’s posts. photos of bruises. voice memos recorded from my coat pocket when he started ranting after midnight.

That was when he became dangerous in a new, sharper way.

He realized he might lose not only a wife he already treated as property, but also the image of control he had built around himself.

And he needed money.

A lot of it.

I later learned Derek had leveraged himself into a corner with bad investments, gambling debt, and vanity. He rented things he pretended to own. He borrowed against anticipated commissions that never arrived. He lied to friends. He lied to lenders. He lied to himself last of all.

He wanted me to sign a postnuptial agreement that would “streamline our financial structure.”

What it would really do was protect him from exposure and make me partly responsible for the debt minefield he had planted under both our lives.

When I refused, he smiled in a way that scared me more than yelling.

“Don’t make me solve you the hard way.”

Two nights later, he broke my phone.

Three nights after that, he locked me out on the balcony for forty minutes in the rain.

The night before I called Vincent, Derek had forced me against the edge of the kitchen counter so hard my arm reopened under the bandage. He put his mouth near my ear and said, “If you leave me, you leave with nothing.”

He was wrong.

What I still had was the black card.

What I still had was proof.

And what he did not know was that earlier that afternoon, while he was out drinking with a client, I had called a domestic violence legal clinic from the lobby phone in my building and whispered, “I need to leave before he kills me.”

The advocate on the line asked if I had anyone powerful enough to interrupt him physically if things escalated before a safety plan could be completed.

I almost said no.

Then I remembered Camille.

And the old black card hidden in the lining of my jewelry case.

That night, I took it out for the first time in three years and slid it into my bra.

By midnight, Derek came home drunk.

By twelve-thirty, he found my packed overnight bag.

By twelve-thirty-two, he knew I had planned to leave.

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At twelve-thirty-five, I locked myself in the bathroom.

At twelve-thirty-seven, I called Vincent Moretti.

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