Chapter 1 - What Was He Looking For In Nathan’s Desk?
My father kicked my hospital bag through the open patio door before I understood he was actually throwing me out.
Tiny white onesies spilled across the concrete.
A pair of newborn socks rolled beneath a patio chair.
I stood in Nathan’s kitchen with one hand under my eight-month belly and stared at Richard.
Six weeks earlier, my husband had died.
Four weeks earlier, my father had moved into our house because he said no pregnant widow should wake up alone.
Now he pointed toward the backyard.
“Your husband’s dead. Pack your crap and get out.”
For several seconds, I genuinely believed grief had made me misunderstand him.
Then Bianca picked up the baby blanket near her heel.
Nathan had bought it.
Pale yellow, with ridiculous little ducks along the border.
She tossed it through the door.
“Take the baby stuff too. We’re selling the house.”
I looked at her.
Then at Dad.
“We?”
Neither answered.
I stepped toward Nathan’s office alcove.
Dad moved in front of me.
“What are you doing?”
“This is my house.”
“Not for much longer.”
“What does that mean?”
“Exactly what it sounds like.”
I tried to pass him.
His hand closed around my upper arm.
“Dad.”
“Stop making everything harder.”
“Let go.”
Instead, he yanked me backward.
I twisted free.
Then he shoved my shoulder.
Hard.
I stumbled through the doorway and landed on one knee outside, catching myself with my left hand while my right arm wrapped instinctively around my belly.
For one terrifying second, nothing happened.
Then I felt warmth.
Too much.
I looked down.
“Oh God.”
Bianca’s face changed.
Dad’s didn’t.
“My water just broke.”
He picked up my handbag.
And threw that outside too.
That was the moment something inside me became very quiet.
Not calm.
Useful.
I reached for my phone.
Dad had already turned away from me.
He crossed to Nathan’s desk and started pulling open drawers.
Not checking whether I needed an ambulance.
Searching.
I called Samantha Reed.
Nathan’s estate attorney.
She answered immediately.
“Elena?”
“Samantha… he’s inside Nathan’s desk.”
There was a pause.
Not confusion.
Alarm.
“What?”
“My father. He’s searching Nathan’s desk.”
“Listen to me. Are you safe?”
“I’m outside. My water broke.”
“Call 911.”
“I will.”
Then Samantha asked something I did not understand.
“Elena—did Richard sign anything in your name?”
Dad stopped moving.
Completely.
I looked through the open patio door.
“What?”
“Anything. Estate paperwork. Banking instructions. A release. Did you give him authority to sign your name?”
“No.”
Dad slammed one drawer shut.
“Samantha, why are you asking me that?”
Dad came toward the patio.
Fast.
“Hang up that damn phone!”
Bianca’s smug expression vanished.
I pulled the phone closer to my chest.
Samantha heard him.
“Do not hang up.”
Dad stepped outside.
I backed away on one knee until the patio chair stopped me.
“Give me the phone, Elena.”
“No.”
“You are in labor. You don’t know what you’re doing.”
That sentence frightened me more than the shouting.
Because it sounded rehearsed.
I called 911 from my second line while Samantha stayed connected.
Within minutes, the house filled with people.
Paramedics.
Police.
Questions.
Dad suddenly became softer.
He said the shove was an accident.
He said I was hysterical.
He said Bianca and he had only been trying to convince me that the house was too large for a widow with a newborn.
He said he had opened Nathan’s desk because he was looking for my insurance card.
My insurance card was in my handbag.
Outside.
Beside me.
One officer noticed.
So did Dad.
At the hospital, doctors monitored the baby and told me the important thing was that we were both stable.
They did not speculate about whether the fall caused my membranes to rupture.
Neither did I.
There were enough facts without inventing one.
Samantha arrived two hours later.
She carried no dramatic secret box.
Just her laptop.
I was having contractions seven minutes apart.
She sat beside the bed.
“Tell me what’s happening.”
She turned the screen toward me.
There was a document with my name at the bottom.
My signature.
Or something that looked like it.
It instructed Nathan’s estate to release Richard from a private financial obligation.
I stared at it.
“I’ve never seen this.”
“I didn’t think you had.”
“What obligation?”
Samantha looked at me for a long moment.
Then said:
“Your father owes Nathan’s estate two hundred and fourteen thousand dollars.”
I forgot the contraction monitor.
“What?”
“He has for almost five years.”
“No.”
“Elena—”
“No. Nathan would have told me.”
Samantha’s expression changed.
That was the second bad answer of the day.
“He should have.”
I stared at her.
“What does that mean?”
She looked down at the document.
Then back at me.
“Nathan asked me not to tell you until after the baby was born.”
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And suddenly the person I was angriest with was no longer standing in my house.
He was dead.
