Chapter 2 - TWO YEARS OF QUARTERS
Samuel had not always walked with a cane.
Twelve years earlier, he could carry a rucksack heavier than Nora without thinking about it.
Staff Sergeant Samuel Barrett served seventeen years in the Army before one night outside Kandahar ended the career he expected to finish.
He lost most of his left leg below the knee.
The explosion itself was not the part he remembered most clearly.
He remembered fire.
A radio screaming.
A young private named Dawson refusing to leave another wounded soldier behind.
And an evacuation aircraft landing in conditions Samuel later learned should probably have kept it in the air.
The pilot was Captain Thomas Hale.
Back then, Hale was an Air Force lieutenant colonel flying evacuation missions in support of coalition operations.
Samuel remembered seeing him only briefly.
A white helmet.
Sweat running down his face.
The kind of calm voice people use when everyone around them is running out of calm.
Samuel did not expect to see him again.
After medical retirement, Samuel returned to Virginia.
He learned prosthetics.
Learned pain medication.
Learned stairs.
Then learned fatherhood.
Nora was born four years after Kandahar.
Emily joked that the Army had trained Samuel for almost everything except hair ties.
He was terrible at those.
Emily handled them.
Until she became ill.
Ovarian cancer arrived late and moved quickly.
By the time Nora understood her mother was sick, Emily had already stopped talking about treatment as something guaranteed to work.
She made lists instead.
Things Samuel needed to know.
Nora hated bananas unless they were cut into coins.
She needed the hallway light left on exactly halfway.
She lied when she said nightmares did not scare her.
And one day, when Samuel was ready, they had to take her back to the Pacific.
Emily died when Nora was five.
Samuel could have flown coach.
He could have bought two cheap tickets six months after the funeral.
He did not.
The first-class seats were Nora’s idea.
“Mom always wanted to do one fancy thing,” she said.
Samuel laughed.
“You think first class counts?”
“It has big seats.”
So they created a jar.
Every month, whatever Samuel could spare went into a separate savings account.
Nora added coins.
Birthday money.
Four dollars she earned helping a neighbor water plants.
Once, Samuel found her putting ten dollars from the Tooth Fairy into the jar.
“Absolutely not.”
“Mom is more important than a tooth.”
He let her keep five.
Two years later, Samuel bought two first-class tickets from Washington to San Francisco.
Seats 2A and 2B.
Nora chose the window.
Emily’s memorial container would remain under Samuel’s control the entire trip.
Nothing about the journey was spontaneous.
Nothing about those seats was a gift.
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They had paid for them.
That was why Samuel refused to move.
