Chapter 4 - The Lawyer at My Door

The morning after Thomas’s funeral, I woke before sunrise because grief had no use for sleep.
My apartment was small, tidy, and too quiet. The black dress I had worn to the cemetery hung over a chair. My shoes were still by the door. On the kitchen table sat the casserole a neighbor brought, untouched beneath foil.
I made coffee and forgot to drink it.
At 8:14 a.m., someone knocked.
Mr. Whitmore stood outside in a dark overcoat with the small wooden box tucked under one arm.
He looked older than he had in the hospital, or maybe grief makes every messenger look guilty.
“Mrs. Whitaker,” he said.
That name made my throat close.
“Nancy,” I corrected softly.
He stepped inside and placed the box on my table.
For several seconds, he did not sit.
Then he looked directly into my eyes and said, “Thomas was right. You stepped straight into the trap he set.”
My hands began to tremble.
“What trap?”
His expression did not soften.
“The one designed to prove whether you married him for love or for money.”
The room tilted.
I gripped the back of a chair. “Is that what you think?”
“What I think is irrelevant,” he said. “Thomas knew what his family would think. More importantly, he knew what they would do.”
I stared at the box.
“Open it.”
I lifted the lid slowly.
Inside were a blurred folded letter, two old photographs, my wedding ring from the hospital ceremony’s matching band, and a bank envelope sealed with Thomas’s initials.
On top lay a photo of us at seventeen.
I remembered that day. County fair. Summer heat. Thomas standing beside me with a paper cup of lemonade, both of us squinting into the sun as if we had any idea what life would ask of us.
Beneath it was another photo.
A bus ticket.
Mine.
The date stamped across the corner was the day I left town.
My breath caught.
Then I saw the first line of Thomas’s letter.
Nancy, if Whitmore has said the word trap, don’t be angry yet.
I sat down because my knees no longer trusted me.
Mr. Whitmore waited while I unfolded the pages.
The handwriting was shaky near the end but unmistakably Thomas’s.
By the time I reached the third page, I understood why the lawyer had come in person.
And why Thomas had married me before he died.
May you like
Not to trap me.
To trap everyone who would accuse me of trapping him.