Chapter 1 - The Envelope In His Pocket
My father smiled when he saw me walk into the cafeteria.
That made it worse.
Hawthorne Academy's lunchroom was packed because the entire school was wound up for the game that night. Students had painted their faces navy and white. Somebody near the windows had started a chant with my number in it.
I came through the doors with Jordan Reed and three other guys from varsity.
Then I saw my father wearing a cafeteria uniform.
Again.
Michael Carter, forty-nine years old, hairnet tucked into one pocket, gray apron over a polo shirt, standing behind a stainless-steel counter like the last twenty years of my life hadn't happened.
“Tyler...”
He stepped around the counter toward me.
Ben laughed behind me.
Not loudly.
Enough.
I don't know what I thought would happen if Dad reached me.
Maybe he'd hug me.
Maybe he'd ask about the game.
Maybe everyone would watch the school's starting point guard get fussed over by the man who had started serving mashed potatoes at lunch two weeks earlier.
I grabbed the tray from his hands.
Then I dumped it over his head.
Food hit his hair, face and shirt.
The empty tray landed crooked across one shoulder.
The entire cafeteria went silent.
Dad didn't move.
I looked straight at him.
“You’re not my dad.”
I wish I could tell you I didn't mean it.
I meant it for exactly one second.
That was long enough.
Dad slowly lifted the tray off his head.
Sauce ran down his cheek.
He picked up a towel from the counter and wiped his face.
Nobody laughed now.
Not even Ben.
Dad looked at me once.
Then bent down and started picking forks, napkins and broken plastic containers off the floor.
My chest felt hot.
I forced a smile at my teammates.
“Come on. It's lunch.”
Nobody moved.
Dad set the damaged tray on the counter.
Then started toward the kitchen.
Halfway there, he reached into his uniform pocket.
He pulled out a small sealed envelope.
My name was written across the front.
TYLER.
He stared at it.
For a second, I thought he was coming back.
Instead he slid it into his pocket and disappeared through the kitchen door.
I turned toward the guys.
“Anybody hungry?”
My voice sounded wrong.
Noise slowly returned around us.
Chairs moving.
Conversations restarting.
People pretending they hadn't just watched me humiliate my father.
Jordan wasn't pretending.
He stared at me like he'd never seen me before.
“What?”
He glanced toward the kitchen.
Then back at me.
“Bro... you seriously don’t know why he works here?”
My smile disappeared.
“What are you talking about?”
Jordan shook his head.
“Never mind.”
“No. What?”
He picked up his backpack.
“Ask him.”
“You just said—”
“Ask your dad.”
I grabbed his arm.
“Jordan.”
He pulled free.
“He didn't take that job because he loves school lunches.”
“What does that mean?”
Jordan looked around at the guys.
Then lowered his voice.
“My mom saw him at employee orientation.”
“So?”
Jordan's mother worked in Hawthorne's library.
He watched my face carefully.
“You really don't know.”
I hated the pity more than the anger.
“Know what?”
He hesitated.
Then the kitchen door opened.
Dad came back out.
Fresh towel.
Same stained uniform.
He looked past me toward the line of students waiting for food.
“Next.”
The girl at the front didn't move.
Dad gave her a tired smile.
“Chicken or pasta?”
“Chicken.”
He served it.
Just like that.
I stood ten feet away feeling like the entire room had become a place I no longer understood.
Jordan leaned toward me.
“Tyler.”
“What?”
“My mom took a school job for one reason.”
I looked at him.
He tapped the Hawthorne crest on his own blazer.
“So I could afford to stay here.”
Then he walked away.
I stared at my father.
For three years, Coach Brody had told me my place at Hawthorne was covered.
Not discounted.
Not barely managed.
Covered.
I had a grant.
Everybody knew that.
Dad knew that.
So why would he need an employee tuition benefit?
I looked toward his pocket.
The envelope with my name was still inside.
Then Coach Brody appeared in the cafeteria doorway.
He looked at Dad.
Looked at me.
His face changed.
“Carter.”
I turned.
“My office. Now.”
I started toward him.
He lowered his voice as I passed.
“And whatever Jordan told you, don't start asking questions today.”
I stopped.
Coach kept walking.
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That was the moment the cafeteria stopped being my biggest problem.
Because I hadn't told Coach that Jordan had said anything.
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