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Chapter 4 - Mason Led My Father To Her

I wanted to hit Mason again.

That was the first feeling.

The second was worse.

I wanted him to explain it in a way that gave me someone simple to hate.

He didn't.

We stayed in the basement.

Walter stood near the stairs.

I stood between Mason and the name Ava had written.

“Why?”

Mason looked at the floor.

“I thought he deserved to know she was safe.”

“You knew she was hiding from him.”

“I knew they were fighting.”

“Not the same thing.”

“No.”

“What did Ava tell you?”

Mason took a long time.

“That Daniel wouldn't leave her alone.”

“Meaning?”

“He kept coming to her job.”

“What job?”

“She was teaching at a fitness studio then.”

I knew.

Ava had lost that job two months before disappearing.

She told us the owner cut hours.

Apparently not.

Mason continued:

“Daniel called the owner. Showed up twice. Said Ava was having some kind of breakdown.”

My stomach tightened.

“My father?”

“Yes.”

“Why?”

Walter answered:

“She was planning to move.”

“To where?”

“Chicago.”

That was new.

“What was in Chicago?”

“A coaching job.”

My sister had never told me.

“She wanted to leave Maryland.”

“Yes.”

“Dad didn't.”

“No.”

I laughed softly.

“She was twenty-six.”

Mason nodded.

“I know.”

“Why would he think he could stop her?”

Walter looked toward me.

“Because he'd been stopping things for a long time.”

That line hurt.

Not because I believed it yet.

Because I could remember examples.

Ava wanted an apartment across town.

Dad said rent was stupid and convinced her to stay home.

Ava wanted to take a job at a mixed-martial-arts gym.

Dad called it dangerous.

Ava wanted to drive to Nashville with friends.

Dad suddenly needed help after a minor surgery.

Every event had a reasonable explanation when it stood alone.

“What happened before she came here?”

Mason rubbed his palms together.

“She and Daniel fought at home.”

“About Chicago?”

“Yes.”

“Physical?”

Silence.

My stomach turned.

“Mason.”

“Ava said he took her keys.”

“That isn't what I asked.”

“She said he grabbed her when she tried to take them back.”

My eyes burned.

Walter added:

“She had bruising on her upper arm.”

I stared at him.

“You saw.”

“Yes.”

“Did you call police?”

“Ava said no.”

“You listened.”

“Yes.”

“Did you call my mother?”

“No.”

“Me?”

“No.”

“Anyone?”

“A community advocate.”

Better than nothing.

Not enough.

Mason said:

“She stayed down here.”

“And you told Dad.”

“Yes.”

I stepped toward him.

“Why?”

His voice hardened—not at me, at himself.

“Because he called me.”

“How did he know you knew?”

“He knew Ava trained here.”

“What did he say?”

“That your mother was sick from worrying.”

My chest tightened.

Claire had migraines.

That month she had missed work twice.

I remembered Dad saying:

Your sister is putting your mother through hell.

Mason continued:

“He said Ava wasn't thinking clearly.”

“And you believed him.”

“Yes.”

“Why?”

Mason looked at Walter.

Then back at me.

“Because Daniel had helped me.”

I stopped.

“How?”

Mason had been twenty-two.

His own father had left when he was sixteen.

His mother worked nights.

Daniel Carter had become one of those older men around the dojo who drove him home, helped him apply for community college, recommended him for security work.

“My father mentored you.”

Mason grimaced at the word.

“Something like that.”

“So you chose him.”

“Yes.”

“Over Ava.”

He swallowed.

“Yes.”

“What happened?”

He told Daniel where she was.

Not about the hatch.

Just that Ava was staying at the dojo.

Daniel arrived after closing.

Walter told him to leave.

He refused.

Ava heard him from below.

Came upstairs.

“You saw her?”

“Yes.”

“What did she say?”

Mason looked at me.

“To me?”

“Yes.”

“She asked how he found her.”

My chest hurt before the answer.

“And?”

“I told her.”

“You admitted it.”

“Yes.”

“What did she do?”

“Looked at me.”

His voice changed.

“That was it.”

No scream.

No slap.

The kind of reaction people remember because anger would have been easier.

Daniel demanded Ava come home.

Ava refused.

He told her Emma needed her.

My throat tightened.

“What exactly?”

Walter answered this time.

“He said you were asking every night when she'd come back.”

I had been.

“That was true.”

“Yes.”

“He said Mom couldn't sleep.”

Also true.

“He said if Ava left for Chicago, she was abandoning the family.”

I stared at the concrete wall.

“And Ava?”

Mason answered:

“She said, ‘Then let me be the bad daughter.’”

Nobody spoke.

Then:

“She went downstairs?”

“No.”

Walter shook his head.

“She walked out.”

“Front door?”

Walter and Mason exchanged a look.

My heartbeat changed.

“No.”

Walter looked toward the dark passage at the back of the basement.

“She used the old service exit.”

The one police knew about?

Apparently not.

“How did officers miss it?”

“They didn't.”

Mason's face tightened.

“They were told it had been sealed.”

“Was it?”

“No.”

“By who?”

Walter answered.

“Me.”

I stared.

One lie from Mason.

One from Walter.

One from my father.

All surrounding the same door my sister had used to leave.

“Why?”

Walter's voice came quietly.

“Because Ava asked me not to tell Daniel which direction she went.”

“That doesn't explain police.”

“No.”

He looked at me.

May you like

“That part was my decision.”

And unlike Mason, Walter had been old enough to know exactly what choosing silence could become.

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