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Chapter 2

The admiral saw my face change and stood up so fast his chair scraped against the floor. "What did you see?"

I kept my voice level, the way I'd been trained to in a hundred worse rooms than this one. "Something worth checking, Admiral."

That was the exact moment Dr. Keller walked in, clipboard in hand, his expression already arranging itself into the practiced patience he used on families he considered a nuisance. "Nurse Miller. Step away from my patient."

I did not step away.

I turned to face him instead, my hand still wrapped around Leo's, and for the first time in nine months I let every ounce of what I actually believed rise up into my voice. "Your son is not gone, Admiral." I was looking at Keller when I said it, but I meant it for the man standing behind him. "He has been answering me for weeks. Dr. Keller has known and documented it as clinically insignificant."

The color drained out of Keller's face so fast it was almost satisfying to watch, the first crack I'd ever seen in thirty years of manufactured composure.

The admiral's eyes moved from me to Keller and back, and I watched a man who had commanded warships understand, in real time, that he had spent six months being managed instead of informed.

"Show me," the admiral said. His voice had gone very quiet, the way dangerous men's voices tend to.

I leaned down close to Leo's ear. "Leo, squeeze my hand twice if you can hear your father."

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For three full seconds, nothing happened, and I felt my own heart drop through the floor, terrified that I had just staked everything on a reflex after all.

Then his fingers closed around mine. Once. Twice. Deliberate. Unmistakable. His father made a sound I had never heard a full grown admiral make, something between a gasp and a sob, and dropped into the chair beside the bed, both hands closing over his son's other hand like he was afraid it would disappear if he let go.

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