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Chapter 6 - Margaret Had Been Ignored Here Before

The next morning, Margaret asked me to meet her in the hospital cafeteria.

I was still suspended.

So I arrived in jeans.

That felt more humiliating than I expected.

Nurses I knew walked past in scrubs.

A few waved.

A few didn't.

Margaret drank bad coffee.

I told her it was bad.

She said:

“I taught middle school for eleven years before becoming a principal. This tastes expensive.”

I laughed.

Then asked:

“Why are you on the board?”

She looked at me.

“That's a dangerous question.”

“Why?”

“People expect trauma.”

I said nothing.

She smiled slightly.

“Unfortunately, they're right.”

Her husband, Richard Hale, had been treated at Whitmore sixteen years earlier.

Colon cancer.

Not misdiagnosed.

Not some secret malpractice scandal.

He received competent care.

Then during one admission, Margaret spent seven hours trying to get someone to explain why his discharge had been canceled.

Every department sent her somewhere else.

Finally a nurse named Beverly sat beside her.

Not administrator.

Not physician.

Nurse.

Beverly said:

“I don't know why they canceled it, but I know who does.”

She called someone.

Five minutes later, a case manager came down.

The reason was simple.

Insurance authorization.

Richard went home the next morning.

No disaster.

Margaret looked at me.

“Do you know why I remember it?”

“Because nobody answered.”

“Because everybody thought the question was too small.”

She stirred her coffee.

“My husband was dying. To them, I was asking about a discharge form.”

After Richard died, Margaret joined the hospital's community advisory council.

Years later, the board created two voting community trustee seats.

She took one.

“You've been here that long?”

“Fourteen years.”

“And this still happened yesterday.”

“Yes.”

“Doesn't that make you angry?”

“Extremely.”

“You don't look angry.”

She smiled.

“I’m seventy-one. My face has run out of performances.”

I smiled too.

Then she became serious.

“The board is not innocent here.”

I waited.

“We love dashboards.”

“That sounds thrilling.”

“We love green arrows.”

“Even better.”

“If complaints go down, we assume something improved.”

I understood.

“And David gave you green arrows.”

“Yes.”

“Did you question them?”

“Not enough.”

There it was.

Her part.

She wasn't the wise elder who walked into a corrupt institution and fixed it.

She had been upstairs while the problem grew downstairs.

Margaret said:

“I came yesterday because I had finally spoken directly to two families on that list.”

“Brennan?”

“One.”

“What did he say?”

“Luke Brennan admitted he behaved badly.”

That surprised me.

“He told me he grabbed a security officer.”

“Yes.”

“He also said he apologized.”

“I didn't know that.”

“He did.”

Margaret continued.

“He wasn't asking the board to erase what he did. He wanted someone to answer why his grievance disappeared.”

I looked at my hands.

“Did his father get hurt?”

“No.”

Good.

The transfer had been medically reasonable.

Luke's complaint was mainly communication.

That made David's choice even more revealing.

There was no malpractice claim to hide.

No million-dollar secret.

Just a difficult family asking to be heard.

Margaret said:

“David sees people at their worst and thinks the worst moment tells him what they are.”

I thought of the lobby.

“Like he did with you.”

“Yes.”

Then she looked at me.

“And you did something related.”

I frowned.

“What?”

“You saw me being dismissed and decided I needed rescuing.”

I sat back.

“I was helping.”

“Yes.”

“Was that wrong?”

“Trying to take me upstairs without clearance was.”

Fair.

She continued.

“You never asked whether I wanted you risking your job.”

“I thought—”

“I know.”

She held up one hand.

“I liked you for it.”

I almost laughed.

“That doesn't make it right.”

“No.”

She sipped her coffee.

“That is the irritating thing about adults.”

I looked toward the cafeteria doors.

“What happens today?”

“The board hears from staff.”

“Me?”

“If you choose.”

“My suspension?”

“Separate.”

“You keep saying that.”

“Because I mean it.”

I stared.

“You aren't going to help me?”

Margaret considered.

“I will help make sure the process is fair.”

“That isn't what I asked.”

“No.”

It was my own question coming back.

I wanted her power on my side.

Just because David had used his badly didn't mean Margaret should use hers for me.

I hated that.

Which probably meant I needed it.

Then Margaret said:

“There’s another person speaking today.”

“Who?”

“The front-desk supervisor.”

I knew her.

Carol Benton.

Quiet.

Forty years at Whitmore.

“What does Carol know?”

Margaret looked at me.

“She says David never told her to reject poor people.”

I waited.

“He told her something much easier to defend.”

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“What?”

“To protect the hospital's image from people who looked like trouble before they became trouble.”

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